“Willpower can produce short-term change, but it creates constant internal stress because you haven’t dealt with the root cause.” ~Rick Warren
This is HARD…well, let me clarify…the running is not that bad, it’s all the other stuff that I am having a problem with:/
Truth: I actually love running. I love how it feels when I am able to lose myself on a long run. However, watching what I eat as I train is VERY hard. I did a lot of damage this weekend as I snacked here and there. As a full time mother, wife, student, teacher, and you name it…I am ALWAYS stressed and on edge. Food, well, that’s my vice…my stimulant…my drug of choice.
Saying NO to what is in front of me has always been a real challenge. This morning I stepped on the scale and I am down 1.4lbs…sounds good…well, hold your applause. I have lost 1.4lbs of the 15lbs that I regained…and I still have about 30lbs to lose.
I have no doubts that I will lose the weight by race day. I’ve been in the military, I was a student athlete…I know how to push my body in order to get the desired performance. But, the older I get, the harder that becomes.
Binge diets or training sessions are NEVER good. Although I always say “This time things will be different”, it almost never is…I always end back up at square one.
Well this time around has not been as bad…I was able to catch myself before I fell down that slippery slope.
Although there were some mitigating circumstances (a broken toe and a car accident), I know that there were some things I could have done to ensure did not end up here!
So, today is a new day! As I enter into Week 2 of training, I am feeling somewhat renewed. This week is going to be a good one!
96 Days to go!